Rockalily Style - Turning 33 in Collectif

I actually wore this Collectif dress for my birthday last year (Tiki Party) and I thought it would be perfect for a lovely restaurant I'm going to (more to follow on that!). Use REE10 for a discount to Collectif by the way. Anyhow, I wiggled into it (its hard to squeeze into it alone!) and I'm left feeling pretty shitty about myself. Which is horrible and quite unusual for me.

It's a kickarse dress, and yet I'm sat here feeling really low about it all. I'm almost trying to force myself to wear it, but I may cave. I rarely get my chest out, and I think its making me uncomfortable than I expected. I'm no longer used to feeling like my confidence is this fragile, so its just taken me by surprise.

Watch this space.